2008 Softball

SOOOO... yesterday was game 7 in our "Wasatch softball league" and we are still win less =( it is still really fun to get out and play a fun game but it's starting to get really old not winning a single game. We are not half way through the session and have one make up game that was rained out so we hope to get a W soon!

(I was riding the pine pony... we have to many people that want to play so we have to sub out half way through the game so everyone gets to play)

Memorial Day

Today was one of the few gatherings throughout the year on the Warenski side. Every year the number of people gets smaller and smaller. Pretty sad. I am left with a few thoughts today. One is - why are there only 2x per year everyone gets together? Why does it take Memorial Day to get us to gather at the cemetery to remember lost family members? Is just showing up more important than having a MEANINGFUL rememberence? What is expected of us when we are there? Is all the small talk just a way of everyone distancing themselves from the reality of WHERE we are and WHY we are there?

I don't know... I guess I just had more time to think about things today because of my lack of talking. It seems that for the past 6months we have felt as if we need to keep some things private and it is hard. It is not in my nature to hide things. So I just don't know what to say?!?! Every time I have seen Rob's parents and I get asked "whats wrong" I have to give some other excuse to explain why I'm being quiet. To be honest, it is completely possible that everyone knows but hasn't said anything. Maybe a part of me wants to believe that.