What to say... I don't know!!! Robert finished softball the other night. It was fun. He starts his 2nd job tomorrow night :\ I can't help but feel horrible about it. I am so thankful for having such an amazing, selfless, husband. I dont know how he does what he does.
I graduated my outpatient therapy program last week. I have been trying for the past month to convince myself I should be happy and proud but when the day came I was really upset. I felt like I didn't deserve it. That because I wasn't 100% of where I expect myself to be - where I WANT to be - that I failed. I am continuing weekly therapy and I decided to repeat the program immediately w/o a break. So, I am hoping my doctor is right ... that if I can let go of my self-judgment habit I can go so much farther. Logically I know I have come an extremely long way from where I was 6 months ago. I just want to be perfect right NOW and that's not going to happen :)
The boys are great. I'm not feeling well so I'm gonna head to bed.
Friday, October 3, 2008
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Posted by Shelby at 8:59 PM
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3 comments:
Where did robert get another job at? I'm proud of you for graduating your class. Just remember its OK not to be perfect at anytime in your life.(because it's imposible) As long as you do your best. That's what I tell my self when I'm feeling that way.
I love you guys - Jenn
Congrats on graduating from your class. I agree with Jenn---it's okay to not be perfect (something I have struggled with a lot) and obviously you are making a huge effort so you should be very proud of yourself! We all love you and good luck!
thats great that you graduated from your outpatient program! i think that anyone coming to terms that they still have things to work on is a great step! That can be the hardest part, to admit that you need help. you are a strong person to act on that! good luck! so where is Rob working at now??
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